Dear Henry,
WELCOME to the forum!! We are so happy to have you here!! There are many ex-elders here, so I am sure you will get alot of responses. It wasn't until I left that I found out how many intimate questions the elders routinely ask those who have "sinned". I am sure there are many like you who were uncomfortable with the whole thing, but I am sure there were many who got off on it. Afterall. that would be the closest thing to porn that they could get. Again, we are happy to have you here, and appreciated your story.
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty